One Too Many Martinis

The invasion of the body snatchers

It carried me away

One too many Martinis and D-g knows what I’ll say

Always a strong drinker, can hold my tongue

Rarely sloppy, never overhung

 

But one too many Martinis and I’ll spend the day in bed

Having spilt without thinking everything that’s in my head

No secret too sacred, no confession too grim

No compliment inappropriate, no matron too prim

 

A Vesper is the worst

The classic Casino Royale

Three parts vodka

Five parts gin

A dash of Bitters

A twist of lemon completes the mix

Two of them and I’m a mess

 

One too many Martinis undoes me every time

 

© Ian Lilburne 2017

 

Mystery of the Rose

The mystery of the rose

The emperor has new clothes

The King is on the road again

We’ll watch him on TV

Download the app for free

Pretend he’ll always be our friend

But I want to hear the angels singing

All the busted doorbells ringing

The tired and huddled clinging on and on

Who never dream they’ll win the fight

Never claim it is their right

Who fall asleep alone at night unknown

 

Fine and fair it flows

The mystery of the rose

To lead is but a pose these days

Complexity the cost

The jewel that has been lost

We watched it all get tossed away

But I’m sick of playing second fiddle

Reading all the cryptic drivel

The tricks and torts that piddle on and on

As I lay me down to sleep

I pray to Christ my soul will keep

Then hurtle on and creep away unknown

 

The mystery of the rose

The marvel of repose

The miracle of those who know

That truth’s a tricky thing

A harmony to sing

A hook to bring it all back home

But I’m sick of all the greedy cunts

Their money, land and schoolyard stunts

That leave us here the brunt of all they own

I want to shake ‘em from the tree

Make ‘em one time finally see

They were only ever gonna be unknown

 

© Ian Lilburne 2018

Shadowfall

In foam-crested wavelets the ocean heaves

Rolls, billows, surges to the heavens from the deep

 

Shadowfall – edge of darkness

Shadowfall – frail fit of green

Shadowfall – winds of madness

Shadowfall – the narcisscene

 

Comprized of atoms

Composed in time

Exposed to nature

Sublime

 

Shadowfall – winds of madness

Shadowfall – the narcisscene

Shadowfall – heart of darkness

Shadowfall – Gaia’s scream

 

Away

Away

Turn away

Away

Away

Darkness falls

Turn away

 

Shadowfall – heart of darkness

Shadowfall – Gaia’s cry

Shadowfall – sheen of sadness

Shadowfall – empires die

 

© Ian Lilburne 2017

 

The opening verse is an adaptation of a stanza from Virgil’s Aeneid.

I first read a variation of the couplet ‘Comprized of atoms|composed in time’ in an article on climate change in The Guardian (alas I didn’t note the name of the writer) but subsequently learnt that it refers to Lucretius’ De Rerum Natura.

‘Edge’ and ‘heart of darkness’ allude respectively to the 1980’s BBC TV drama and the Joseph Conrad novel.

Narcisscene is mine, a neologism.

 

A LOST VERSE

Cyclones, tsunamis

Lightning, hail

Earthquakes, volcanoes

Awesome all

 

Golden City

Crystal towers on a limestone plain

A meandering river with a double name

The pastel colours of a lazy port

The terminal terminus at the end of the world

 

Unreal city *

Virtual town

All the money’s made underground

Everything new

Little built to last

A city that always reinvents its past

 

But they all go broke when they knock the good stuff down

 

Secret City

Numinous Town

The ghosts and angels of a lost playground

 

In the river’s bend

A hidden cove

A private-public space

La bonne vaux

 

Melted sunlight on a cloud-scattered sky

Mauves and burgundies cast awry

Golden sunset

Golden town

Golden city sitting upside down

 

Sometimes I wonder why I just don’t leave?

Guess it’s all the people here I love

 

Golden City

Golden Town **

 

© Ian Lilburne 2017

 

 

*        C/f  TS Eliot, The Wasteland

**      C/f  Laurie Anderson, Big Science

Creepy Thing

Ain’t it just like luck

Trust me to fuck it all up

Things were lining up so well

Then one dumb word sent it all to hell

 

What can I say?

Such is life

What can I do?

Go to sleep at night

What can I think but

 

Ain’t it just like life

Soften the jagged edge with light *

Square peg in a round world

The ragged shape of a human soul

 

Is there a time and a place

A kind of saving grace

That shines a light on us all?

Does a divinity shape our end **

Karma make amends

To rise must we sometimes fall?

 

Every creepy thing on earth

In its own way has its worth ***

Every creepy thing that we do

Holds a grain of truth

 

Is there a time and a place

A kind of saving grace

That shines a light on us all?

Does a divinity shape our end

Karma make amends

To rise must we sometimes fall?

 

© Ian Lilburne 2013

 

A hymn of sorts. My homage to Cohen’s Hallelujah.

*      C/f Leonard Cohen, Anthem: “There’s a crack in everything, that’s how the light gets in”

**    C/f Shakespeare, Hamlet: “A divinity shapes our ends, rough hew them as we will.”

***   C/f GENESIS 1:25: “… every thing that creepeth upon the earth after his kind: and God saw that it was good.”

 

It’s Not Over

The old is not gone

And the new yet to be born

Stuck in these middling years

What strange symptoms do appear

Holdin’ on to the past

In the hope it just might last

Even though the die is cast

It’s not over

 

The fire burns bright

And the smoke clusters tight

While the fiddler on the throne

Doesn’t see anything wrong

But until the long race is run

The sad songs have all been sung

And the portraits all been hung

It’s not over

It’s not over

 

It’s not over  until the roses have all been plucked

And the lemons have all been sucked

And the horny people all been fucked

It’s not over

 

It’s not over til the bells stop ringing

It’s not over til the fat lady stops singing

 

The old is yet to die

And the is new strugglin’ to be born

Stuck in these maddening years

What morbid symptoms do appear

But while the fire is burning bright

And the stars shine down at night

And the crack lets in the light

It’s not over

Its not over

 

It’s not over

Til that fat old girl stops singing

It’s not over

Come on girl – keep on singing

It’s not over

 

© Ian Lilburne 2016

(The silence of) Sylvia’s Pines

It was a cool clear djeran day

We climbed into Sylvia’s car and headed into the country

There was a hidden forest she wanted to show me

A private place, special to her

 

An hour’s drive from town, it sat just at that point where

The city passes into the country

One of those lines you cross without knowing

A subtle change of key

 

We pulled off the road, scrambled from the car

And headed into the wood

At once a deep calm settled upon us

A glowing peace that was both in us and in the world

Even Sylvia’s excitable dog felt it

She ran ahead but didn’t bark

 

The further we went into the forest, the stronger the feeling became

We didn’t talk, merely basked in the deep serenity

Rich and mystical – numinous, if you will

 

Soft sunlight filtered through the trees cast long shadows

Marking a kind of pathway, a grid of inter-cutting arcades

While the pine-needles, cushioning the earth, softened our footfall

 

The stillness gathered round us

Was somehow spiritual

Like a cathedral

A cathedral en plein air

 

The silence of Sylvia’s pines

The silence of Sylvia’s pines

 

© Ian Lilburne 2018

MUSIC: Dayton Ohio 1981

POEM: Perth 2018

 

Medea

Can any good come of this?

We’re acting out an ancient script

It’s compelling and deep

I just wish that I could sleep

 

Oh Medea you’re in my blood

What is this poison that makes me feel young?

Oh Medea it’s way too much

I want you

I need you

 

Can any good come of this?

We’re wounded deep in our sex

Warning lights flash o’er our heads

There’s a curse on this bed

 

Oh Medea you’re in my blood

What is this poison that makes me feel young?

Oh Medea it’s way too much

I want you

I need you

I need you

I love you

 

 

© Ian Lilburne 2017

Fool for Love

Baby, let’s hit the town for a while

Let me bask in your sweet smile while we’re dancing

Show me that crazy step that is yours

The way you move across the floor in the moonlight

But baby don’t get carried away

Laugh at what I say – take it lightly

 

Cause I’m a fool for love

I just can’t get enough

It’s deep in my blood

My love

 

Sweetheart, I love it when your cheek brushes mine

The way you smile in recline as you hold me

You’re a sweetheart, maybe an angel in disguise

At least, through these hopeful eyes you look perfect

But sweetheart, don’t let me in to your life

Don’t let me know what you’re like lest I love you

 

Cause I’m a fool for love

It’s deep in my blood

I just can’t get enough

Of love

 

The sentiment of the street — nimble in retreat

Keep cool, be discreet —  wreaks havoc with me

I love a grand old time

Stir the shaken lines

Set off fireworks

Ring wild chimes

Flaunt the mystery

 

Cause I’m a fool for love

It’s a hit I have to have

A case I’m yet to prove

My love

 

Baby, let’s hit the town for a while

Let’s dance away the night in a frenzy

Show me that special move that is yours

Come on, give me the grand tour, the sneak preview

But baby don’t get carried away

Lie a little on the way – say you love me

 

Cause I’m a fool for love

I just can’t get enough

It’s deep in my blood

My love

Yeah I’m a fool for love

It’s a hit I have to have

A case I’m yet to prove

My love

Fool for love

I’m a fool for your love

A fool for falling in love

My love

Yeah I’m a fool for love

A fool for falling in love

Its’ written in my blood

My love

 

© Ian Lilburne 2017

 

Cypher

The city’s cold

The wind whips wildly down the alleyways and the avenues

The narrow streets are quite bleak in the falling night

 

The café’s quiet

The spy sits waiting for his rendezvous

In a Burberry coat he jots notes in code in a little book

 

Enter Cypher

She stands by the doorway

Framed in the moment of a hidden past

 

They cross outside

She ghosts him back to his hotel – it overlooks the Quai

The clouded sky seems liquid in the gelid moon

 

The room is small

The bed is wide

There’s an antique chair

And a cheval mirror with a finical golden frame

 

They lie together through the long night

Caught in the trace of a difficult lust that should’ve been better

 

SOLO

 

The air is charged in the frosted light of  a dappled dawn

Cypher lies awake

His hand heavy on her thigh

She gets up, gets ready as he lies asleep

With graceful ease she erases her trace from the room

 

She waits a moment by his pillow

Kisses him on the head

Then steals away

© Ian Lilburne 2019