The Music of Paris

Classical musos busk on the metro
One day a violin
The next a euphonium and clarinet
Doing a passable take of Take Five
Worth my euro
I hoped they’d play more
But moved on once the hat had passed
For the rest of the ride echoes of Brubeck
Punctuated the platforms
As they worked through the train
The only tune they knew

On the Pont Saint Louis
Flanked by accordions
A folk jazz quartet played original songs
And sold CDs
Double bass, snare and sax
An older guitarist
Mellow
Relaxed
Crooning a warm baritone

Later
At the same spot
Coming back from Shakespeare’s bookshop
I heard a solo guitarist So Long Marianne
A lyric I’d read a few hours on
In the book I’d bought
A Cohen moment in sync

In the cafés and gym 80’s rock rules
The Police, U2, Fine Young Cannibals
Songs from an era of simpler tunes
Melodies and irregular beats
Nostalgia the essential ingredient

 

© Ian Lilburne 2010

Silence S’il Vous Plait

This queue was quicker
Ten minutes
And no charge at the door

Inside
The massive cathedral
Its vault and stained glass humbling
Its arcade and chapels
Intricate in layered carvings
Art and devotion going back centuries

So many people shuffled past
Ogling in wonder these wonders vast
Though not with devotion or reverence
But fairground awe
A Disney World sense
A Notre Dame World
All of them talking
A whispered roar
Like crickets swarming on a summer’s day

I sat in a pew and tried to pray
But couldn’t for the noise
Then as if on cue
An amplified voice broke through
“Shhh
Silence s’ill vous plait
Silence please
Shhh”

Swiftly the roar ceased
And in that space the words manifest
In my mind’s voice

I come in peace
Pray for my dead and ill
The women in my life
And their children

‘Cosmic spark
That animates everything
Numinous be thy realm…

 

© Ian Lilburne 2010

Without Reservation

The queue stretched a block or more
From the ancient wood of the studded door
‘An hour’ the women in front of me said
Could I wait that long in this heat?
Isn’t there more to do than queue?
Shop for souvenirs?
Sit in a pew?
I went to walk then caught myself
No, this is worth it, see it through

Patiently I stood as one by one
The ones in front of me left

Peristaltically we moved
Twenty minutes
Twenty metres
I watched the kids around me
Are they drawn to classical art
Or merely to say they’ve seen it?
Note to self: watch how they behave
Especially the boy with tatt’d sleeves

We moved again
This time to a door covered in graffiti
By those who’d queued before
No doubt bored witless
Street art with a twist
Desecration
In anticipation
Of veneration

Then we were there
‘Without Reservation’ the white sign read
(‘At last’ the woman in front of me said)
The slow way in
Must remember next time
Book in advance
Avoid this line

Ten Euros and I was in
Where is he?
I don’t want to see this classical dross
Commissioned scenes of Christ on the cross
Some patron’s guilt to gild old churches
I walked through a door and there he was
Framed before me in a dome of light
A trick of marble
Vividly alive
Simply standing
Staring away
The stump of a tree holding his weight

The sheer emotion drew me in
I knew at once this was it
Worth the hour
A spiritual moment
Like watching Lenny sing Famous Blue Raincoat
Seeing Picasso’s circus figures
The Berlin Phil play Turangalila
Or climbing the Martello Tower

I walked slowly forward
Staring
Then slowly circled this Goliath of a man
Towering above me in every sense
Perfectly asymmetrical
His hands maybe too big
The toes of his left foot worn and chipped
But the veins
And muscles
And ripples of flesh
Perfect
Vividly alive
The stone exactly the colour of unsunned skin
So that you could almost see the hairs bristling

Slowly in wonder I drank it in
A spiritual moment
Without reservation
A trick of the chisel
Alive
Vivid
Worth the wait
Michelangelo’s David

 

© Ian Lilburne 2010

Caravaggio

1

It’s captivating to watch a character
Lost in an inward moment
Unaware of the watcher and the artist
Immersed in their own drama
Vividly alive
A realization
Like Saint Jerome alone with his pen
Crucifix and skull
Transfixed by a spiritual revelation
Yet mocked by the two attendant angels
He doesn’t even see
Or The Knight of Malta
His chest emblazoned with a silken cross
Its folds shimmering
His eyes alert and averted to a threat
We cannot see and do not pose
His hand casually poised to draw his sword
Should the danger he spies actualize
A knight indeed
Ready to pounce
Too tough to care about the painter
Stealing his essence with a few quick thrusts
Of his brush
A splash of pigment and light

Or is this pose a ruse to catch us off guard
A blink away
His sword at our throat
A deadly “What are you looking at?”

2

Caravaggio mocks us with the people
He paints into his dramas
The curious onlookers at the dentist’s art
The disciples surrounding the resurrected Christ
Their prurient eyes fascinated by the
Grotesque physicality of Thomas’ finger
Sliding lasciviously along the ravine of skin
Or the attendants at John the Baptist’s beheading
Too enthralled to turn away

He likes severed heads
Caravaggio
A Medusa too
And his own on a tray
Served up in penance
For his assault on good taste

 

© Ian Lilburne 2010

A Rude Welcome

Okay my friend
I’ll get you
With that silly white hat
And your non-parlez vous
The ride into town
Is only a mile
But I’ll take the long way
As I chatter and smile
I’ll point out the sights
Give you the grand tour
And charge twenty Euros
Instead of just four
You won’t understand
A word that I say
English arsewipe
Welcome to Marseille!

 

© Ian Lilburne 2010

The TGV to Marseille

A picture window on the world
This silver ribbon ride
A swift and silent sweep
Through the French countryside
Live with poplars
Powerlines
Fields
A fluid landscape
Vivid
Unreal

Frame by frame
The vista rolls
Through a fold of colour and light
From a lounge chair
At a coffee table
In the falling veil of night

 

© Ian Lilburne 2010

London Traffic

Few of the Londoners I know own cars
They all leg it and catch the tube
Leaving the streets
Congested
With Porsches and Bentleys
Those gleaming Gatsby toys

 

© Ian Lilburne 2010

The Godfather II

The Godfather must live in the gym
He’s there every day
Holding court in the corridor café
His girlfriend always beside him

The younger men come up
To pay their respects
And seek his advice
Sullenly he reflects
On their weights
And repetitions
(Always that gold chain flashing bling)

One day he was working out
With two younger guys
A white boy
Young enough to be his son
And a regular at the gym

They each took turns
On the Lat Pull-down
Upping the weights
Each time around
Straining back
Abs belted in
Arms strapped to the bar
Faces grim
In tender camaraderie
They encouraged each other
‘That’s it, just one more,
You can do it little brother.’

He was much gentler then
His macho edge softened
His avuncular might
Genuinely father-like

 

© Ian Lilburne 2010

The Smuggler

Apprehensively
I reach the frontier
The solitary traveller
Softly outside
But not seasoned so
Having always taken
The proven path

But this time I’m branching out
Smuggling a secret
That sets me apart
Not the usual contraband
The expected indiscretion
Ripe for reprimand
But something more personal
A dark unknown
That threatens my safety
And mine alone
The toxic spoils of a divided self
The upshot of playing it safe
Avoiding the risks
My dreams demanded
When they might’ve mattered

Will I be stopped?
Forced to surrender
My secret desire
In the expected manner
Of the respected traveller?
Or will I be cleared
This final act of defiance
And allowed to cross over?

 

© Ian Lilburne 2010

Idiosyncrazies

Bulked up on bravado
And testosterone
Like insouciant peacocks
They strut the gym

Grunting
They drop their weights
Egregiously
On the rubber mat
Then circle in a stupor
Drawing attention
To their mad obsession

From the outside
I watch
Reassured in my invisibility
The awkward old bloke
No-one takes seriously

 

© Ian Lilburne 2010